Chivalry

J has been named weird,

probably for being old school,

i still love letters,

probably why i still love reading good romance books,

unlike the usual modern man,

society has made a man as unbreakable,

rigid to any problem,
but if you cant understand me,
for being emotional in a movie scene,
i think you are the one wrong for me,
i have a soft heart,
probably why i dont leave people,
they leave me,
gaining the courage to leave someone,
has to take alot of guts,
i have not had the best luck in love,
luck has only been on my said if its pain to my heart,
probably why also my heart has been broken,
so many times,
yet i tend to pick every piece & mend it again,
still throw myself out there again,
hoping one day i will find the one,
who will hug me tight enough,
to stick its pieces together,
i am chivalry,
so not yet dead,
i envy old traits,
the likes of opening the door for you,
pulling the chair on a date night,
i was raised in giving my girl the best she can,
& her happiness should be my first priority,
so forgive me if i ever seem to be overdoing,
i am a hopeless romantic overthinker,
& words are my way of showing it,
if its you i have imagined all types of conversation,
i have taken you to all types of vacations,
you probably wouldn't think of,
i have done all sorts of things to you in my mind,
i give a million chances to people,
hoping maybe they will change,
& that has been my biggest mistake,
i dont do so for you to also give me many chances,
if you feel i am not the one,
please dont hesitate to tell,
i will walk away peacefully,
but with a very painful heart,
i love love,
i am one to be obsessed with you,
i want it all,
i dont believe in half way shit,
i want to figure you out,
from you favourite colour, the aunt you hate,
to the little things you dont notice about yourself,
i want to sit up in the middle of the night,
& listen to your darkest thoughts,
loving you is like breathing,
so i dont want to stop,
i want to land my lips in yours,
as my tongue explores all the valleys & mountains,
of your waterly mouth,
i want to feel like the depths of the universe have no endings
for their is no limit in loving you,
J has been named weird,
but i am just a man with a warrior's mentality,
in a poetic soul.

It wouldn't hurt to share...