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When tigers used to smoke, life was fun. I could look up to tomorrow morning, today afternoon. And days were fast when I needed them to be slow, but love can really blind you in time to. Well, its been ages since and life is a little different. Metamorphosis happened and no longer the young bright love but old smelly one. You see, I am not ready to go down this path anymore. Separation was never part of the couple goals we had set out to achieve.

Attributes to this vicissitude falls on both me and her. Where did the love go, the tender touches, the slow kissing, the warm hugs and the cute words? Where did this disappear to? For love to grow, sacrifices have to be made. I totally understand this to the fullest, but the sacrifices have to be understood. The wrangles we’ve been having of late increase as days go. Were we not in agreement from day one that no matter what we are in this together? I never knew together lasted that short. I am not ready to disaffiliate from this connection I have with you. Last wrangle we had you asked me what I want. This is what I want.

Understand I’m not perfect and I’m way off that lane and not willing to pass through it. I make mistakes over and over and life has forced me to believe it’s a norm. I have my reasons why I made advancements towards you. With the many previous heartbreaks I have had over the past, I had to accept you were not perfect too. And that has made me live with you this far. So ignoring me is not solving the problem. Appreciate the little things I do. I want the little love I offer reciprocated to.

Making you happy hasn’t seized to be a priority in my life. You are my love and soon I’m making it official that you are to become my life partner. At least in my endeavors, I keep you in mind. Never forget that. Furthermore, you have a poet for a partner, expect random sweet words every now and then. Like the preachers never lacks words from the bible for his congregation, so will I not lack words for you. I have a proverbs 31 for a woman and that makes me not leave at all. But understand I have other things in life too. Yes you are a priority but still I have to find what we are going to eat. I have to look for funds to take you out on a date. So when I tell you I am busy please understand I’m trying to make ends meet.

Stop procrastinating things. I hate it when you do that. You tend to delay the inevitable and I’m tired of that. I suffer from anxiety and the future that I know not of is something that I am not ready to worry about. Face me if you think I wronged you or I did what didn’t please you. I am an overthinker and so I will try to find loop holes in every story you tell me that I don’t find it to be true. Tell me as it is.

Its not me vs you, its us vs the problem. We fight a lot and I’m tired of that. We can never be in agreement on everything but that does not mean we fight over it. I need you as much as you need me and always arguing pushes me away further by the minute from you. Sometimes I need you to put yourself in my shoes and try to understand my situation.

That’s all I want, simple and clear.

So, what do you want from me?

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