Fear Motivates Me


I fear I might not succeed,
and live the life I didn't expect,
I fear I might say the wrong words,
And people will react in a different way,
I fear I might do something wrong,
and it will come to haunt me in the future,
I fear living a very comfortable life,
and end up forgetting the less fortunate,
I fear staying quiet too much,
and end up failing those who wanted a word,
I fear jumping fast into conclusions,
instead of being patient and waiting,
I fear making the wrong decision,
that would mess up everything,
I fear joking around on serious matters,
Instead of being serious,
I fear saying something serious,
and people take it as a joke,
I fear not keeping my promises,
and end up dissapointing the ones I promised,
I fear hurting for the ones I care for,
because at the end I'm the one to loose,
My fears will always motivate me,
so I get to live the life I want,
Lord,, help me make the right decision,
So I can kill all the fears in me,



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