Dear Future Life,


Dear Future Wife,
I don’t know whether I have met you or not. If I have not yet, I guess my heart is about to be broken one or more times. If I have met you and not yet realized it, then my imperfections are still imperfect. I think I should work on both ideas. I don’t know what life I hold for you. I don’t know what the future has for us, but I will accept all the surprises that come with it. I have decided to take cooking lessons during the holiday, for the meals I can’t cook. Just incase you are late for work, me and the children won’t starve to death.
I’ve learned to live life and expect the unexpected, so whatever comes, I pray I’ll be able to be there for you all through. Taking you to places when need be and buying you gifts.

Dear Future Children,
Can’t wait for you to land. I don’t care whether you will be a boy, a girl or twins of same gender or different gender, I’ll still be your father. At first I promise to be the father of your dreams (if there is such a thing), but the moment you start misbehaving, I’ll spank the indiscipline out of you. After writing these I’m going directly to YouTube to view videos on the best way to spank children (sorry in advance). I’m supposed to be the provider; I hope I will be able to do so. Take you to school on the first day, be there on your first birthday. Be able to handle you in your teenage life (we all fear this age). Teach you the difference between the good and the bad and raise you in the God way.

Dear future self,
How are you dude? I know you good. How did life turn out for you? Please tell me you never messed up. I’m really curious and suspicious on how you doing. I love keeping people in suspense but I hate when someone else keeps me in suspense. I guess now I’ve played myself in my own game. Currently I don’t know where I’m heading. It seems I am lost. So I’ve decided to change as I write you this letter. Life has been fucking me up. Life has been kicking me in the ass quite a lot. Last time it did so, I think it left its shoe stuck in there. I got it out the other day.
I really pray you achieved all your objectives and goals. That you were able to face all the challenges in life. I’m taking lessons on how to do so for you. It’s not easy as it seems. Sacrificing my time and fun times. But I’ll make it through, don’t you worry.
Write me back soon dude.
Yours dearly,
Past self.




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